Take a look at yourself in the mirror, who do you see looking back?
Is it the person you want to be, or is there someone else you were meant to be, the person you should have been but fell short of?
Is someone telling you, you can't or you won't? Because you can.

Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from the good friends and family. And from the quiet nobility of leading a good life.

Believe that love is out there, believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.
So take a look at that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be, believe that.

January 29, 2011

If I wrote a note to God now…

Dear God,

What up?

I don’t usually write to You and post it up for the world to see but this time, I think I should. God, I don’t ask much from You but when I do, I know You are always there to listen to me. Right now, I write this note hoping maybe someone out there would read it.

God, I do hope You will let me spend more time with my amazing buddy. He is an amazing guy and I bet You would say the same thing if You knew who he was as well. Whenever I’m with him, I always hope that it would not end because I would not want to spend time with anybody else. He might as well take away all the time I have because he deserves every minute of it.

He is a very humble person and he never boasts about himself. He is a caring person and if ever any of us are in trouble, he would do his best to help. He is handsome as well, although he would never admit to that. He deserves a life beyond the four walls he calls home because everybody should know what a human being he can be.

Dear God, I am soon to return back to New Zealand for almost a year to continue my studies before I would be able to see him again but I really do hope to spend as much time as I can with him because among everybody who I wish to see when I first come back, it is always him that I wish to see first. Please let me spend as much time as I can and have left with him.

Although he is busy with his assignments and his parents may still be pretty strict with him, I do hope You would be kind and bless the hearts of his lecturers as well as his beloved parents and allow them to be kinder in their hearts towards my buddy. I also hope You would bless my dear pal and let him always be showered with joy and laughter every time I see him because he looks more ravishing, charming and friendly when he smiles.

Bring him away from worries and sorrow of his life that he endures now and shower him with love that You have always give to others. If I am asking too much of You, then bless him with Your grace. If whatever I am writing may seem too weird because it is about another guy, I hope You would look past that because all I am just asking for is time to slow down when I am with him, whether or not we are doing something together or just spending time together thinking of what to do next.

I have probably around two weeks or less and I really hope that this would go through. Please don’t let me go back and feeling sorrow for being unable to make a memory with my dear pal. Please God, I would give the world to see him smile and be sincerely joyous in his heart.

Amen.

6 comments:

Wee Sheong said...

siapa siapa?lol

Julian said...

So not gonna tell you...

G r a c i e <3 said...

awww that's so sweet . .and its a really really graceful and sincere prayer =) . . He hears your prayer Julian =) he is watching all around us =) . .

Julian said...

Thank you grace. I hope he is and he would be helping me to bless my buddy. thanks for commenting!

keira said...

awwwwwwww... sho sweet~~~ lemme guess... it's Matt u r talking bout rite? =D

Julian said...

My lips are sealed. anyways, thanks for commenting, PK!