There's a reason for everything and there's a reason why my post today is titled "HARSH"....
Before I go on, I just want to remind and warn....
From now onwards, vulgar words and absolutely painful insults will not be censored for the reader's view....
Please read with caution and do not judge me for my vulgarity...
I know I have never put myself so down before but today's an exception....
Recently, I have found myself in a situation in which many things have happened around me, to my close friends and family that I feel absolutely frustrated and mad....
I cannot imagine how sometimes the hurt that people feel can just be felt by me...
Making me feel like some sponge...absorbing their sorrow even when they don't want me to or didn't really feel like I should share it...
One very sad thing was what my dad has to endure at work these few days....
He just changed his job recently and is working under a new boss...
That no good son of a b*tch of a boss I mean....
My dad has been working for umpteen years already and has much experience in what he does...
His boss has to be an absolutely b*tch and start ordering my dad around like some office boy that just started working....
Let's read what he sent to my dad through texting one day....
"Your pondering is causing delay, loss of biz and a waste of time. Get things done now. You should scold yourself. You should have planned this. It is common sense and it is you who don't have the initiative. Not the staff. They have no experience."
I have half a mind going down to my dad's office one day and just sock one on my dad's boss and just put him into hospital and make him suffer for his remaining life....
This is just one of the more minor things he has said to my dad and he doesn't justdo it to my dad, he does it to everybody else in the office...
I heard from my dad once, during a meeting...
The boss scolded one of his workers until that guy had to be hospitalized because his blood pressure shot up to almost twice the normal blood pressure for a normal individual...
That guy was hospitalized for 2 days, for gosh sakes...
And furthermore, the boss didn't even have the nerve to apologize later...
My dad has been working his arse off ever since working with this b*tch and he has not been in a good mood at all...
His blood pressure problem has been worsening although it is being controlled by his medication but still....
My dad has been enduring all this time....
And I feel absolutely terrible....Unable to do anything to help....
In another incident totally unrelated to my dad, one of my friends have been wrongly accused and terribly judged by somebody recently.
The fact that that person was so daring to actually write it in her blog about how my friend was in her own sick and demented is the reason why I'm writing bout her in my blog now...
She misjudged my innocent friend by calling him 'cocky', of all things...
It's not like he loves cocks....Or owns a cock farm...Or being very arrogant...
My friend has never had a cocky side eventhough at times he may seem to enjoy the limelight of being mentioned....
But that has absolutely nothing to do with cockyness...
That is why I'm here to defend him, being that he's gonna be remembered by me as being an absolutely wonderful friend....Thanks for Rachael....
This b*tch has no reason to label another just because they had a simple misunderstanding last year about the editorial board....
Heck, she deserves to be dragged around in the streets and be shot by a line of gunmen for all i care...
It may seem a little harsh that I'm being very terrible on her all because of one word she used but let me just say, it is just that she has gotten to me on a wrong day at the wrong time... I'm not ever-cheerful, mind you....I have a dark side of me that I know can unleash hell that nobody wants any part of...
So it's a really good idea to never cross my tainted paths...
Let it be that this would have to be my only blogpost about being evil to other people as this is not naturally me...But if the need does come again, you can bet that I shall return with no remorse.
There are many things that can bring us down in life, but that does not mean we just take it like a sponge and hope that it goes away...
There are times that we have to just voice out what we think...
To finally get justice...
So do understand that my blogpost this time might be harsh, but it's for a reason...
Let it be that my blog needs no such posts anymore...
Take a look at yourself in the mirror, who do you see looking back?
Is it the person you want to be, or is there someone else you were meant to be, the person you should have been but fell short of?
Is someone telling you, you can't or you won't? Because you can.
Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from the good friends and family. And from the quiet nobility of leading a good life.
Believe that love is out there, believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.
So take a look at that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be, believe that.
Is it the person you want to be, or is there someone else you were meant to be, the person you should have been but fell short of?
Is someone telling you, you can't or you won't? Because you can.
Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from the good friends and family. And from the quiet nobility of leading a good life.
Believe that love is out there, believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.
So take a look at that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be, believe that.
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2 comments:
You go Julian !! release all those frustration and angerness from your heart ! its better to let it out then keeping in =) .. bdw how can this boss of your dad do this to all his staffs ? he got no right . let me repeat again NO RIGHT TO ENDANGERED peoples HEALTH ! do you know that health is one of the most important thing in the world? first is love la , then shelter then health .. well that is what i think it is la =) . he wanna kena smack on the face by everyone is it ? how can you do this ? can bring to court of justice alrady ! bdw Julian , cheer up , pray for that boss that he won't be mean to anyone , will be praying for you and praying for your dad health =) .
Thanks so much for the concern....
Appreciate it
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